Well, it’s here... another Xmas in Brasil. The kids received their gifts from my family. Ben got a Wii and Gabi a beautiful doll house. Now all we have to do is see what Santa will put under the tree this year. This will be the first Christmas for Gabi to know Santa and it is the first year that she was singing Xmas songs. I think I will read them “The night before Christmas” tomorrow night and of course put out milk and cookies. We painted boxes as gifts for the family; made chains of green and red paper, put up a tree and tomorrow we will spend time with the family. This may seem normal to those of you in America; however I have lost my touch here in Brasil. When Christmas is not everywhere you have to create it.
Actually, today was the hottest day of the year so far; summer just started. I am adjusting better than I thought but it was really really hot today. I am a little nervous of the heat too many days in a row as the house gets pretty warm. We spent the afternoon at the nearby pool, naps, pizza, Wii & finally Bed time. Bernard played Wii for at least 4 hours. His face was as bright as can be and I could tell he was thankful. He actually started to heckle us when we played badly; got this from me I am afraid.
Between playing Wii, Cleaning & Using the computer, I was also playing with Gabi and her Doll House. I realized that if I don’t teach her how to play, she won’t know. I thought it was just something that kids knew how to do from the beginning. But when she plays she stuffs all of the furniture around the house in crazy places. I guess that is why I have been given all of this extra time to figure it all out; motherhood. I can’t imagine what my life would be like today if I kept working the way I was in Colorado; completely consumed. Parenting is tough stuff mentally.
So, we are good here in Brasil, we are cozy in our house and happy with the prospects of the New Year. Rodrigo is working very hard in his business, I am working a few hours a night and both kids will start school when we get back from visiting my family in the U.S.A. This is a trip that I am looking forward to for many reasons. I want to play with my nephew, spend time with my parents, catch up with my friends, and visit my relatives but most of all I want to think back on my year here in Brasil. I want to process this last year and relax (in the giant bathtub and king sized bed). Ha!
What will it be like to be in America with little on my mind? Already today I was trying to discuss details with my Dad and became overwhelmed. So, I think I will just play it by ear.
I feel very grateful for my life, my children, my husband, my family that had helped to make me who I am, the friends that supported me and laughed with me and the family that I have grown to love in Brasil.
Maybe life is all about relationships and being grateful for what we’ve been given.
Merry Christmas!
