We didn't choose our Homer Alaska

We chose another place for us to live, not the beach.   Now we just have to find a place to live there.  Rodrigo had some new and better opportunities for us and would allow us to make a bit more money.  I think when I came down to it.......it was better for us to have some money plus he has made some friends that are pretty cool there. 
Am I unhappy with the decision to not live at the beach? 
Well just today there were over 300 deaths from heavy rain and mudslides along the coast so, this made me feel better about the decision and  also we have scars from mosquito bites all over our arms and legs that we got there 1 month ago.  I still love the beach but I think it might be a better place for us to visit and Rodrigo seems very happy about this new place.  It is smaller than where we live now but its growing.

Starting Work Today??????

Well today is the day that I will finally have someting to do to keep my mind busy.  I start teaching 2 Conversational English Classes tonight.  I will let you know how it goes.
Update-Nope didnt start today, job fell through at the last minute.  Not really suprised!

Over 2,500 Views- Thank You's

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The Real Challenge!

You know what the real challenge is for me, wrapping my brain around the fact that I am going to have to live with less.  As an American Consumer as sad as it is to say…. I miss it. 

I didn’t buy expensive stuff but I sure did buy things. The best thing that I did was bring my 15 boxes full of clothes and things that I thought I would need for a life here, because to replace my stuff would be triple. 

It is not that I need a huge amount of shit around me to feel happy.  Here it is; just the basic necessities are expensive and once we start working it will be goodbye to eating out, spending when I am feeling sad, and buying just to buy.  I sound like such a brat, don’t I? 

All I can say is SHIT!!!!!!!!   Someone told me that if I keep comparing things to America, I will drive myself Crazy!!!!   Guess What?  I am feeling a little Crazy now.  I don’t know what to do, my husband has a decision to make – do we get a job and just live with a little or do we go big.  If we just get a job we can live in a great place and see him more, but in 2 years all we have is more experience.  If we go big and have a business, we may see him less, have to live in a place that is further from the beach but we can go out, buy the extras that we want, afford a babysitter once in a while and afford to visit back home more often. 

My heart says I just want to live in peace and  to be together but my head says get a job that pays more.  And the rest of me says “What in the Fuck was I thinking”? 

Darn kids Anyway!

This is the view out of my window in my bedroom.  Every day I get a clearer picture of where I am.  Like I know what the front of those houses look like and I have walked by that tall building.  Last night I walked around the streets people were outside hanging out and talking.  Here I have only been wondering around in the day and when I would go out at night it was to a destination.  I like the way people hang out here.

 Yesterday Rodrigo’s parents took my son with them to have lunch with more of the family in another city.  I think Ben had fun but he doesn’t like to tell me everything or anything.  When he came home he told me that he didn’t eat anything.   Like nothing good, when you hear Ben talk you’d think- where did the 6 hours go and I’m glad I didn’t go with him?   Then you talk to everyone else and find out he played the whole time and had a blast.   You know the other day people told me that Ben was speaking Portuguese!!!!  When I talk Portuguese with my son he yells at me to stop and to talk English.  That little kiddo knows Portuguese.  When I sit and try to teach him words he pronounces them wrong, too.  He’s as smart as a Weasel.  Do you find that this is typical of kids, just boys, or just mine?   

Do you have a kid that is so much like you that you can hardly get mad at them?   I feel that when I have to punish him, I am punishing myself sometimes.  Because I know why he is doing what he is doing, I understand how he feels.  He had a breakdown the other day and it was identical to my breakdown.  Said the exact words for why he was feeling sad.  I always wanted to have a little girl just like me so that I could understand her and I got a boy.  I think this was a good thing.  You know what?  Rodrigo’s family tell me so many crazy stories about him and then I see “Gabi”  oh she never stops. 

Do you know that Saturday Night Live Skit “Gilly”?  This is my daughter.  Here is a link so that you can see for yourself.  My little “Gilly”  Is similar to “Rodrigo”. 

Check it out-  “Gilly SNL”  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fj0lboME4aw

Thanks for Reading!